*** Baby or not baby ****

*** These days all of my friends are talking about babies or they are about to have babies... Wow! What a baby boom! At these mom's meetings, I can check how much being mom over 30 or 35 or 40 it's ok for them (and for me). It's funny because most of them say that we are living in the future, so, that's ok being mom late. But part of them don't belive in it. I don't know what is my side. In my opinion, life just happen. I like to think in Lauryn Hill's song when I am anxiety about that. She made this song when she was waiting for Zion. Anyway, I was having luch with a friend this week, in front of a bookstore, and I found a book called "How to be a mom after 35". I will buy it next week. What I can't  listen are silly things like: Being mom late is like become grandmother, You will be tired for play with children if you will be mom late, Every woman have problems when become mom over 30. Ok, of course, our body is almost the same as before, although medicine is not, the time pass by etc... So, there's things that changed, there's thing that are still the same and is very important talk abou this. But it's a little bit complicate believe that THESE people are able to say nice words about this topic...You know? Probably I am not right, but I believe that when u want to live anything, u just know and live. If there's some doubt about go it is because u never wanted go in fact... I wanted to be mom with a specific partner but when it was about to happen, I didn't want. So, I never wanted in fact, right? Next! : P Maybe it will happen in my life, maybe not, but I think it is a experience that I would like to live. We shall see...