35 years late...the old same story.

You notice that you are 35 when...

your skin and you heart changed a lot,
but you are the same,
your heart and your brain changed a lot,
but you think and feel the same,
your body is almost the same,
but you changed a lot,

you feel excited, but not afraid about life,

you are in hurry to be happy,
you are in hurry to work,
you are in hurry to study,
you are... relax for dancing all night long.

you are in love, although you are alone,
you are alone, although you have friends,
you have friends, although you feel alone,
you are in love, alone and have friends
at the same time.

you feel young,
but you are old,
you are old,
but you feel young.
you are old and young
at the same time.

you're in hurry to be here,
you're in hurry to be there,
you're in hurry to anywhere.

you feel 35, but you know that you can be less and you can be more
than this.

Bye, bye 2008.

2008 is about to finish its journey.
In 2008, I left my 35 years.
What does 2009 will bring to me?
My 36, sure, but... what else?

*** Sex ***

I can't think about marriage or bf without sex. Of course love and marriage and any relationship are more than sex, u have to gain the life, there's the routine, troubles etc... but no sex ... I can't. When I hear friends who have no sex for long, long time in their relationships and they r totally sad about this... well... what can I say? I can't agree with some relationship only based on sex, but... without it? never? Oh, no. We r so young to forget about this! i think is a bad signal about all.

*** I am not happy but I have a husband ***

This is a famous book and acting. I think this title is totally funny and I have a lot of friends who could be described at this situation but there's a lot of friends too who is living real marriages and, because of this, happy and sad experiences from this, at the same time, once being alive is expected to be like that. I love marriages, but the real ones. When sad friends say sad things about men and marriages, I just think about my friends who are living real marriages and being happy most of the time.

*** Marriage ***

What do u want for u? A marriage, a husband? A husband, a love story? Trying to be happy, living frustrate? Sex, TV? Feeling alive or dying? I know that there's no prince, but it is not reason enough to stay beside a frog. THEY can help u to find news options, ok? : ))))) Kidding! What I would like to say is: I am a romantic girl and I, yes, believe that is posible to find HIM, althought there's no prince. Anyway, what let me sad is seeing some friends living false marriages, marriages for the society... Beds and mirrors at night are cruel when u r not happy beside your boy... 
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*** Always Bridget on the Xmas.***

*** This is X-mas time. And I always remember Bridget, the movie, and her family on x-mas. Wish me luck. I will have to improve news answers for: where r your bf? r u not married yet? Let's run with my Nike for women and take all of them out from myself.

; P.

You know? Sometimes I wanna hide myself from them and their questions. Why people like to do that for constrain you? Fuck! Sometimes is hard to support it.